I don't know how many of you game or have been a gamer at some time in your life, but you may know what I'm feeling. I played Perfect World International for a good 2 years. When several people I hung out with in game decided to try out a private server I followed. Why? Because I enjoyed gaming with that group of people. Well we have been on this private server for 2 years now. Roughly a month ago the person who was leader of our group decided that he didn't want to be leader anymore. We were one of the top factions on this server and thus we got a lot of hate and drama. So our group disbanded. Most of us went and formed a new faction while a few went their separate ways. The drama followed. So sadly this new faction has disbanded after only a month. People are scattered. Divided into many different factions. My heart feels as though it is breaking.
It feels like I've lost part of my life. After you have gamed with people for many years it's hard. I'm not sure right now what I will do. Perhaps after a week or two they will feel the same and we will join back together. Perhaps I'll have to join a new faction or make my own. You may even see more of stuff from me on here. I do tend to get my muse when my feelings are strong.